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 By Elisabeth von Madarasz
www.shamanic.ac.nz
Eons
ago, all of us on the planet collectively chose to have an adventure.
We chose to create the journey from the 12th dimension down into the third
dimension of physical form. Prior to our decision, nothing existed below the
12th dimension. In this choice we were exercising our creator selves
collectively and, in concert with all others of the universe, created over
time, everything from the 11th dimension down.
As we reverse spiralled into the third dimension, we forgot that we came with
excitement to take this opportunity. We experienced a core contraction of
fear in our soul, body and mind. This core contraction of fear, of feeling
separated from the oneness, remains in the cellular memory. It is our deep
core fear from which all other fears over our lifetimes has evolved.
In our
confusion we had two competing thoughts. Either we had done something
terribly wrong and were being punished and therefore we must be unworthy and
untrustworthy. Or we made a mistake and were being far too severely punished.
Therefore, we felt we were victims unable to trust life or divinity. This is
the original source of these emotions and issues, which we have spent most
subsequent lifetimes resolving. Because loss of trust in self and the Creator
were our first and greatest loss, they are now rising strongly to be
acknowledged and embraced so that we can become more and more embodied in the
fourth dimension. We are now waking up for our return to the fourth dimension
and beyond.
The consciousness we held in the third dimension is incompatible and
disharmonious in the fourth dimension. It helped us to navigate the third
dimension of doing, struggle, trying, striving, controlling, victim and chaos
that we were born into. It has no place in the fourth dimension which holds
the frequency of ease, grace, synchronicity and beingness, flowing with life,
as life unfolding.
Now that we have connected strongly with our divinity, we know that our
human aspect is experiencing, sometimes with exquisite pain, its humanness.
Our soul came to experience the whole tapestry of life through our bodies,
senses and emotions. We can now experience the immense help our divinity
brings which we did not feel when we lived a third dimensional life.
The third dimensional consciousness is based on the belief that we are alone,
that we are merely physical and that following death there is nothing. The
fourth dimensional understanding and experience is that we are human and
soul, Spirit in flesh, and that after death our soul continues in another
form.
I want to profoundly honour *1/ Lesley Michaels, who
channels with great purity, Mary Magdalene and Jeshua Ben Joseph,
who was called Jesus Christ in that shared lifetime. They now speak as
twin flames. These teachings, of the fourth dimensional consciousness and
beyond, are on the subject of trust, self trust and self-love. For it is the
issue of lack of self trust that so hinders lightworkers from stepping up to
being all that they are, and came to be and do.
Lesley Michaels uses the term soul which she defines as frequency, electromagnetic
energy. It is our divine aspect. A fully human incarnate soul is a soul
living a full life through the body, mind, senses and emotions. In this
lifetime, we are completing our original purpose which is to become fully
actualized human souls on earth, moving with her into the fourth dimension
and beyond.
Every lifetime since our arrival in the third dimension we have sought to
regain our original trust. We have tried to fill the space with something
outside, seeking answers and healing outside of ourselves rather than within.
This is a total distraction, because trust is resting within us, where it has
always been, dormant, hidden from the prior third dimensional self by many
veils. Trust is an essential element of our soul which knows nothing else.
All we need to do is ask our soul, our divinity, to reveal it to us again and
through merging with our divinity we powerfully experience this. We are on
the path back to trust of our human self, our soul self, trust of Source,
life and the universal oneness. This is the underlying purpose of our moving
through the fourth dimension. It is our developmental task in order to
achieve this.
As we fully embrace our humanity, which is a wholeness that we carry and
marry it with our divinity , which is also a wholeness that we carry, we
become more than our humanity or our divinity can become on its own. When we
celebrate and honour our humanity as an EQUAL partner to our divinity, they
marry and manifest as one in neverending co-creation in form. As divinity, we
continue to learn more and more about ourselves through our physicality. This
was our original quest in coming to earth.
The natural law of the universe is that all energy spirals upwards in a
natural, vertical, spiralling movement. Therefore, all we actually need to do
is witness ourselves honestly and compassionately, embracing all that comes
up within us to be seen with love and acceptance. This brings that rejected
aspect of our being, from our unconscious and subconscious, where we banished
it, into our conscious loving heart and wholeness. When we do this, the veils
that we created to hide this aspect of ourselves in the shadow, simply
dissolve as it comes into the light to be seen and accepted. The more we do
this the more transparent and authentic we become.
It is time to let go of the old third dimensional way of healing - of
processing, analyzing and judging ourselves and simply relax and lovingly
witness whatever flows in and through us in each moment. It is impossible to
fail in the upward spiralling, natural movement of life, of our divinity
learning in each moment through our physicality. We are on a spiritual
migration floating , like a hawk, in the universal upward flow. We are only
seeking ourselves and all we have to do is lovingly witness ourselves with
gratitude for the opportunity to experience and celebrate this aspect of our
humanity - without judgment. Because this is what we came to experience: all
the variations of the human condition.
The only questions that are relevant now are: “Is this what my human soul
really wants for me?” To any situation: “Is this what I, as my human soul,
choose for me now?”
As human souls we have absolute trust that we will
automatically spiral up with the universal, upward flow. The old third
dimensional way of striving, trying, controlling, pushing and processing keep
us stuck in the third dimension and prevent us from entering this natural
upward flow of life as we simply witness and embrace all that is arising
within us.
RECOGNISING
OUR DISTRUST.
The following questions are offered by Jeshua/Magdalene to help us to see the
areas of distrust within us. Answer each question silently and If your
physical mind comes in and tries to analyze simply allow the energy to flow
and listen with your heart. If guilt and self-judgment comes up simply
acknowledge and embrace them knowing that another veil is dissolving.
Celebrate that now that you know you can choose differently.
· Do you know without doubt that you have all you need in the
moment that you need it?
· Do you know within the cells of your body that you are loved
beyond measure by the whole universe?
· Do you look at yourself and find your whole being filling with
love, gratitude and appreciation for all that you are NOW?
· Do you live as if you are free to demonstrate all that you are
in every moment, in every experience?
· Do you know, on a deep cellular level, that you are human soul
connected to every other human soul on the planet, as well as every soul in
the vastness of existence?
· Do you feel deeply within you an unreserved love for everybody
that you see or simply know to exist?
· Do you live without fear, without questioning or judging
anyone in any moment or in any circumstance?
These are
the knowings that rest in the cells of those who have fully embraced
trust. In the unveiling and embracing of these areas of self distrust
is the healing. Trust is the essence of the soul and readily accessible to
you as a human through your soul.
The most direct, full expression of trust can be seen in little children
until they are told that this is dangerous. They are our greatest models and
teachers in trust.
Another essential understanding of trust is, that the degree to which you
trust yourself, is the exact, same degree to which you do not require the
trust of anyone else. If you know that you are acting from your most
authentic self, speaking your truth, it does not matter if others do not
believe you.
You know your methods of self sabotage in the areas of trust. Know that each
one of these is an expression of lack of trust in your human self as well as
in your divine self. Your distrust of self is mirrored by others who express
distrust of you, allowing you, if you are willing, to witness this veiled
part within you. In this mirroring is the exact moment when you are
connecting internally with your own lack of self trust. When you are reacting
to their distrust of you, what you are doing is reacting to the mirror they
are holding of your lack of trust for yourself. Their expressed distrust of
you is simply a mirror of their distrust of self, and when you react, a
mirror for your distrust of yourself.
It is for us to understand, without self blame or judgment, and to
choose to celebrate these insights so that we can choose differently in the
future. Know that whenever you react to another, that you are energetically
wrapping them in whatever emotion or distress you are feeling. Thereby, you
reinforce their original distrust of themselves. What is more helpful to
yourself and others involved, is to simply choose not to engage if this
person persists, while compassionately understanding that their distrust of
you is actually their distrust of themselves projected onto you. It is not
their actual trustworthiness but their deeply held, denied belief in their
own untrustworthiness. In choosing not to react, or to react with compassion,
you do not damage their energy or your own through the always detrimental
effect of judgment or blame.
Another way we undermine our self trust is through broken promises and by not
fulfilling commitments, which reinforces self distrust. Make promises and
commitments very carefully and then be sure that you fullfill them so that
you can build your self-trust and feel self love.
We have least trust of self, transparency and authenticity around our human
self. Understand with compassion, that our lack of self trust
originated in our arrival into the third dimension and was continually
reinforced at home, school and by others.
We achieve inner transparency when we achieve full trust of our human
and divine self. This transparency is between the soul and the personality
self which then becomes outer transparency with our family and friends. The
more you trust yourself, the more of yourself you have available to you, as
well as to share with others, in an authentic way. The way we learn self
trust is by practicing self trust and transparency and being authentic,
expressing what is coming up and taking responsibility for it in a loving,
cherishing manner with yourself.
Control is the opposite of both self trust and transparency. The way through
to fully actualized trust is to simply own your inner emotions and remain
fully present in all situations. In order to do this you need to release
expectations and control. These are old third dimensional ways of surviving
in the world. Instead embrace transparency, which is simply life unfolding
itself in its own upward spiraling movement. The human soul is a human being
who has released control and simply follows the flow and movements within.
This is the purpose of all your incarnations, to fully incarnate here in this
lifetime as a human soul, being the flow of life unfolding.
DISTRUST AS EXPRESSED THROUGH OUR COMMUNICATIONS.
Our communications are very clear mirrors showing us exactly the degree of
our self trust or mistrust. As each following example arises, it is helpful
to lovingly own each one knowing that that veil is on its way to being
dissolved. Self-judgment and blame simply add energy to your lack of
self-love and self trust which is the opposite of dissolving. It creates more
to heal another time. Self-judgement and blame always separate you from yourself,
others and life.
Some of the ways that we demonstrate self distrust in our communications are
when we avoid speaking our truth to another while what is silently
communicated is actually passive resistance. If there is an emotion with it,
it is passive aggression through verbally unexpressed emotion. This is
communicated and received emotionally as it wraps itself around the other. It
is based on fear and distrust of our ability to communicate and remain clear
and gentle through the exchange.
The solution, when projection occurs, is to choose not to engage, while
radiating non-attachment, judgment or blame. This creates a space of peace
between both parties to open and resume the communications when the other is
ready, or if not, then simply bowing to their free will.
Another way that we communicate our self distrust is when we are angry or
hurt and do not know how to express this. What is actually happening is that
we are communicating our own fear and distrust to our own self. Distrust in
our ability to stay calm and communicate clearly. It is not fear of the
other, it is simply masking the fear of our own distrust of self. Staying
centred and calm demonstrates and increases our self trust and self love.
We also express distrust of self when judging another for having a different
opinion, taking this on and in, feeling it as a confrontation, rather than
that they may be simply trying to express themselves. Both reactions are
based on our own fear and distrust of self. We are simply avoiding facing our
fear and our own self judgment by projecting them onto another. Our judgments
about others always, always originates in our judgments of self. If we go
into reaction it very helpfully demonstrates that we also hold their judgment
toward ourself. Most reactions are rooted in the fear of being wrong,
of being less than and they demonstrate our areas of self distrust.
All these forms of communication create veils in order to avoid seeing
ourself as we are. Avoidance is always reaction, which is always based on
fear, which is always a demonstration of lack of self trust. It is like an
arrow pointing to the precise areas of our life in which we hold this
distrust of self and the world at large.
THE ROLE OF OUR PHYSICAL MIND.
Any fear of communicating with another begins with the fear of communicating
within ourself, of having free communications between our consciousness, our
mind, body and emotions.
The physical mind always tries to serve us, looking into all that we were
told by others about who we are. It tries to guide us from that third
dimensional place of not knowing. It tries to lead us in who and what we are
supposed to be and the ego's image of self in order to help us. Of course,
because the physical mind is not of the fourth dimension, it does not know
that we are soul - that we are love, joy, trust and compassion. In trying to
help us, from the third dimension, the physical mind unintentionally blocks
us from connecting with all that we already are and have always been.
Another way that the third dimensional physical mind tries to help is by
encouraging us to connect with people who are most like us in order to
support its own creation and self-image and to further enhance our false
self-image. The root cause is also an absence of self trust, excluding many
others as we zero in on people who feel like us. This causes immense pain and
separation to those who are excluded - and we have each been one of these.
When we recognize these patterns, we can remember who we truly are so that
the truth will radiate out more each day. This enables our veils to
increasingly dissolve so that when we connect with those we have previously
excluded, they can also remember who they are.
Another prime fear of our human mind has been death, that if its self image
of us dies, it will die also. As we calm our mind lovingly and embrace the
fear, it too can experience who we truly are. We can then create a working
relationship, a partnership between our physical mind and our spiritual mind,
our human and soul self. It is important to always, always be loving and
grateful to our physical mind and to re-educate it gently and lovingly - for
it is our essential assistant in going to the supermarket and bank etc.
For us to fully embody in the fourth dimension and beyond requires the
marriage of our physical mind with our spiritual mind, our humanity
with our divinity, our inner masculine with our inner feminine, embracing our
darkness and our light - marrying the polarities. This dissolves the veils.
As we embrace who we are as human soul, the ego, self image simply dissolves
without further action being required.
A breakthrough is when we penetrate a veil that we have strongly held in
order to support and protect us from seeing truth about our self. The reason
that any truth is dreaded is based on the absence of trust in ourself as a
human and as a soul. As we embrace and embody our human soul more, we will
experience less breakthroughs and find that more and more, we simply, gently
flow in our ever existing joyful, loving, compassionate, inclusive of all,
transparent self.
Another way that we can witness our areas of distrust, is finding how we
communicate with life. Again, simply say yes or no silently to acknowledge
these areas with loving acceptance, knowing that the veil is simultaneously
dissolving.
HOW DO YOU COMMUNICATE WITH LIFE?
Are you quick in your movements, sharp and jagged? Do you suddenly break off
and begin to do something else? Do you move slowly and methodically,
reviewing carefully, trying very hard not to make mistakes? Or do you make a
decision based on the information you have and proceed confidently? Or
are you free to allow life to carry you in its arms and freely express its
flow and harmony with the upward spiralling motion?
Do you eagerly seek insights and information from the person you are with,
while withholding your response? Do you share eagerly with others, not giving
them a chance to speak and relegating them to a listening role? Or do you
have free exchange inviting the other to share themselves also?
Do you pull on life and ask much of it, while holding back and guiding in
self protective ways? Do you pour all you can onto life, without opening to
receive in return? Or do you let life show itself to you, while also being
free to see and express all that you are? Do you speak in short, quick
phrases or hurry to move the conversation to the next point? Do you speak in
lengthy paragraphs and create discourses? Do you contribute little to the
interaction, preparing for the most part, to observe, to stay in the
listening role? Or do you speak freely and clearly while creating room for
others to contribute their part? Do you feel life is short, living in
short, sharp bursts? Or do you drag life out? Do you stand back and observe
life, only interacting sporadically when it feels safe? Or do you enjoy
interacting with life, observing its flow from within as it moves freely?
Do you wonder: do I have the time for this, the energy or money for
that? Or do you relish each day and each experience trusting yourself,
trusting life in all its unfolding, in ever-expanding partnership and
creatorship with life itself?
WHAT IS LIFE?
Life itself is greatly misunderstood. Life is an expression of your own
being. Life is the expression of your soul in its continuous, upward
spiralling flow. Life is the movement of your blood as it travels through
your body, your breath breathing in and out. Life is the steps you
take, the words you speak, your laughter and your tears.
Most of the moments of life for many people, are experienced largely through
the mind. Do you think of life as something that you are in, that is
happening to you? It is true that you are in life, just as you are in your
soul, being the physical heart of your soul’s earthly existence. You are in
life as you are in flow with all the movement of the universe. You are in
life to the extent that you participate with all those around you
transparently and inclusively. For, it is from within you that life emanates
just as your soul speaks from within you in order to communicate with you.
Likewise, it is from within that all you choose is magnetized into your life
each day. Life flows around you in a detectable way to the degree and extent
that you allow it to. Life expresses within and through you. Life IS from
within. Life is the way in which your soul and human self can communicate
with each other, and both together with all that is.
Understanding this, the only question remaining to ask yourself is:”Do I trust
myself enough to be the life that I am? To allow the life that is within me
to rise and connect with all that I choose to magnetize into my day. Are you
ready to remember and re-embrace the trust that you are in essence?
SAY ‘YES’ TO LIFE!
Say: “Yes” silently to yourself if you choose this, which immediately begins
the process of dissolving veils. Are you ready to trust your human self
implicitly? Are you ready to trust your soul self with all that you are right
NOW? If you answer YES then there is only one action to take - and that is to
say yes repeatedly. When you feel pain arising say yes, and know that when
you say yes and embrace it, healing comes as your Spirit shines upon it. If
you are not sure, just say yes to you as a wise human soul. Say yes to life
as it arises and moves through you. Say yes and trust yourself, trust your
soul. Trust life that it will be the wings that carry you in the most
beneficial, supportive, effortless direction and manner possible.
Say yes to trust. That is all there is to do. Then simply be kind to
yourself, because you are kindness. Speak gently to your mind and your
emotions because you are gentleness. Be exquisitely nurturing to yourself
because you are nurturance. Simply acknowledge lovingly, whenever distrust
arises allowing the veils to continue to dissolve. Then just continue to say
YES as your mantra. This will bring the full dissolution of every veil. Every
time a veil dissolves, trust is increased. As the veils fade into memory what
lives is the whole of who you truly are. The only reason the veils were
erected was to hide from yourself. When the veils dissolve there is no place
and no need to hide. You are free, free at last to be the full truth of who
you are, to be authentic and transparent. Free to say yes to your
unlimitedness. Free to receive from every direction, every conceivable
manifestation. Free to be the freedom that you are. Say yes to all that is,
to all that is arising, an endless yes. Live the wholeness, live the freedom
of the trust that you are.
Trust is not something to develop, just as I am female, not becoming female.
We do not develop trust, we simply to remember this most natural expression
of our soul whose essence is trust.
What are some of the ways that you have already experienced fully actualized
trust? It is all the times that you have experienced allowing, experienced
your divine aspect within you and experienced the quality of energy you are.
Whenever you have experienced the dance between your human and divine self as
you move between them with ease and grace.
Living life spontaneously, instead of controlling it, is the actualized
expression of trust beyond all others. This allows life to move forward
through you freely, energizing you and activating your passion within your
being. Notice how these are experienced, not through struggle or trying, but
by simply allowing and flowing with what is arising within in each moment.
Inner transparency, the free allowance between your human and soul self, will
become the outer transparency, being authentic with yourself, family and
others. As you do this your self-trust increases and creates greater and
greater transparency. As you transparently trust yourself to hear, see and
feel all that is occurring within you as it occurs, you realize and
experience that there was never any reason to withhold the trust that you are
in reality.
*1/ Drawn from: “A TEACHING OF LIFE BY JESHUA AND MARY”
channelled by Lesley Michaels
( www.lesleymichaels.com):
“LIBERATING TRUST”, "TRUSTING LOVE, LIFE AND CREATION" , and
“COMMUNICATION OF TRUST” CDs.
Elisabeth is trained by Lesley Michaels to facilitate JESHUA’S
APPRENTICESHIP TO AWAKENED DIVINITY of 12 teachings, which transformed her
life and teaching.
It gives her great joy to share these mystery teachings to assist others in
their spiritual transition,
with Jeshua’s Divine assistance for each one.
This article
appeared in the June 2010 newsletter of Wisdom Seekers (http://www.wisdomseekers.co.nz)
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